Prom is in exactly one week. I have to lose as much weight as I can. So today i started with a stomach cleanse. I took two bottles of Magnesium solution (laxative) and I’ve just been going to the bathroom. I haven’t eaten anything and I feel really well, I forgot how much i actually like starving (i’m not being sarcastic) I love the confidence it gives me, it makes me feel like I can do anything! I’ve drank so much green tea- with no sugar or honey and that’s made me go to the bathroom even more.
Around 7 i got really hungry so i decided to look at some thinspo and my biggest inspiration- this one girl i hate. She’s so pretty and has everything i want, and the funniest thing is we sort of look alike, so I went on her facebook page (childish i know, but if the shoe fits) and I just looked at her pictures and pictured myself as thin as her and it made me completely forget about food!
As for exercise I walked around the house for like half an hour dancing to reggae that’s sort of exercise… and now i’m about to drink some more green tea and do some lunges (50 each leg) and hmm.. maybe 100 sit ups with weights? yes. then i’m curling up in bed with my English book, and reading ‘til i fall asleep.
I really hope i lose weight because if i don’t i’m pretty sure my dress wont zip up… So I really need to realize that i can’t give up. Hopefully tomorrow will be the same. and Tuesday I get my dress so i’ll know by then if I’ve made progress. Gosh, I hate being fat so fucking much. I hate it with all my heart.
Jesus fucking Christ.me!
the before photo was taken a year and a half ago, the after one was taken about 3-4 weeks ago now :)and I’m 167cm in case you were wondering. x
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Love love love her hips
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You can tell she is hurting in the first photo. I know she is still struggling but her efforts are so worth it because she looks amazing.
She looks so much happier